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Tsurezuregusa (Essays in Idleness) 徒然草 · Yoshida Kenkō · about 1331 (Japan, 1st–2nd year of the Genkō era) · 23 passages · 6,416 Chinese characters · reading time 16.0 min

Tsurezuregusa (Essays in Idleness) Complete in one volume "With nothing to do, I sit all day long facing the inkstone, and as I set down without order the idle things that rise and fade in my heart" — 243 short pieces that open with that one sentence. The priest Kenkō wrote them after turning his back on the world, moving between impermanence and what makes a person, flowers and the moon, the old proprieties and the manners of the day. Passages long quoted stand throughout, such as "Are blossoms to be seen only at their height, and the moon only when nothing veils it?" (section 137), and pieces that raise a laugh are mixed in, like the priest who pulled a cauldron over his head or the tale of the shrine at Izumo. With the Hōjōki it is counted one of the two pillars of the Japanese essay.

1The Finery of the Homen on Festival Day

建治弘安のころは、祭の日の放免のつけものに、異樣なる紺の布四五端にて、馬をつくりて、尾髪には燈心をして、蜘蛛の網かきたる水干に附けて、歌の心などいひて渡りしこと、常に見及び侍りしなども、興ありてしたる心地にてこそ侍りしか。」と、老いたる道志どもの、今日もかたりはべるなり。この頃は、つけもの年をおくりて、過差ことの外になりて、萬の重きものを多くつけて、左右の袖を人にもたせて、みづからは鋒をだに持たず、息づき苦しむ有樣いと見ぐるし。

"In the years of Kenji and Koan, for the finery of the homen (放免) on the day of the festival, they made a horse out of four or five bolts of strange dark blue cloth, used rush wick for its tail and mane, hung it on a suikan (水干) painted with spider webs, and went by calling out the sense of a song and the like. I saw this again and again, and it had the feel of a thing done with real spirit." So the old doshi (道志) tell it again today.

These days the finery has grown more extravagant year by year, past all measure. They hang on a great many heavy things, have others hold up their left and right sleeves, and cannot carry even their own spear points. The sight of them gasping in distress is very ugly.

2Joganbo: Why He Did Not Name the Nenbutsu

竹谷の乘願房、東二條院へ參られたりけるに、「亡者の追善には何事か勝利多き。」と尋ねさせ給ひければ、「光明眞言、寶篋印陀羅尼。」と申されたりけるを、弟子ども、「いかにかくは申し給ひけるぞ。念佛に勝ること候まじとは、など申し給はぬぞ。」と申しければ、「わが宗なれば、さこそ申さまほしかりつれども、まさしく稱名を追福に修して巨益あるべしと説ける經文を見及ばねば、何に見えたるぞと、重ねて問はせ給はば、いかゞ申さむとおもひて、本經のたしかなるにつきて、この眞言、陀羅尼をば申しつるなり。」とぞ申されける。

When Joganbo of Taketani went to Higashi Nijoin and was asked, "In the memorial rites for the dead, what brings the most benefit?" he answered, "The Komyo Shingon and the Hokyoin Dharani."

His disciples said, "Why did you answer so? Why did you not say that nothing surpasses the nenbutsu?" He said, "It is our own school, and I would have liked to say just that. But I have not seen a passage of scripture that plainly teaches that reciting the Name as a merit-offering for the dead brings great benefit. If I were asked again where it is written, what would I say? So I kept to what the sutras state for certain, and named this mantra and this dharani."

3The Childhood Name of Tazu no Otodo

田鶴の大殿は、童名たづ君なり。「鶴を飼ひ給ひける故に。」と申すは僻事なり。

Tazu no Otodo's childhood name was Tazu-gimi. To say that it was because he kept cranes is a mistake.

4Do Not Leave a Garden Idle

陰陽師有宗入道、鎌倉より上りて、尋ねまうできたりしが、まづさし入りて、「この庭の徒らに廣き事、淺ましく、あるべからぬことなり。道を知るものは、植うる事をつとむ。細道ひとつ殘して、みな畠に作りたまへ。」と諫め侍りき。誠にすこしの地をも徒らに置かむことは益なきことなり。食ふ物、藥種などうゑおくべし。

The onmyoji Arimune Nyudo came up from Kamakura and called on me. The moment he stepped in he admonished me. "That this garden lies idle and wide is appalling, a thing that ought not to be. One who knows the Way puts his effort into planting. Leave one narrow path and make all the rest into fields."

Truly, to leave even a little ground idle is of no use. Food plants and medicinal herbs should be planted there.

5The Origin of the Shirabyoshi

多久資が申しけるは、通憲入道、舞の手のうちに興ある事どもを選びて、磯の禪師といひける女に教へて、舞はせけり。白き水干に鞘卷〈原文ルビ「きうまき」〉をささせ、烏帽子をひき入れたりければ、男舞とぞいひける。禪師がむすめ靜といひける、この藝をつげり。これ白拍子の根源なり。佛神の本縁をうたふ。その後源光行、おほくの事をつくれり。後鳥羽院の御作もあり。龜菊に教へさせ給ひけるとぞ。

O no Hisasuke said this. Michinori Nyudo chose the lively movements from among the dances, taught them to a woman called Iso no Zenji, and had her dance them. She wore a white suikan with a sayamaki sword at her side and an eboshi pulled down on her head, and so it was called the otokomai (男舞), the man's dance.

Zenji's daughter, called Shizuka, took up this art. This is the origin of the shirabyoshi. They sing of the origins of the buddhas and the gods.

After that Minamoto no Mitsuyuki composed many pieces. There are works by Retired Emperor Go-Toba as well. They say he had Kamegiku taught them.

6Yukinaga Nyudo and the Heike monogatari

後鳥羽院の御時、信濃前司行長稽古の譽ありけるが、樂府の御論議の番に召されて、七徳の舞を二つ忘れたりければ、五徳の冠者と異名をつきにけるを、心憂き事にして、學問をすてて遁世したりけるを、慈鎭和尚、一藝ある者をば、下部までも召しおきて、不便にせさせ給ひければ、この信濃入道を扶持し給ひけり。この行長入道平家物語を作りて、生佛といひける盲目に教へて語らせけり。さて山門のことを殊にゆゝしく書けり。九郎判官の事は委しく知りて書き載せたり。蒲冠者の事は能く知らざりけるにや、多くの事どもを記しもらせり。武士の事弓馬のわざは、生佛東國のものにて、武士に問ひ聞きて書かせけり。かの生佛がうまれつきの聲を、今の琵琶法師は學びたるなり。

In the time of Retired Emperor Go-Toba, Shinano no Zenji Yukinaga had a name for learning. He was summoned for his turn in the debate on the Gafu (樂府), and he forgot two of the virtues in the Dance of the Seven Virtues (七德). So he was nicknamed the Kanja of Five Virtues (五德).

He took this to heart, gave up learning, and left the world. The priest Jichin kept about him anyone who had a single art, down to his servants, and treated them kindly, and so he supported this Shinano Nyudo.

This Yukinaga Nyudo composed the Heike monogatari and taught it to a blind man called Shobutsu to recite.

And so he wrote of the affairs of the Sanmon (山門) with particular splendor. The affairs of Kuro Hangan he knew in detail and set them down. The affairs of Kaba no Kanja he seems not to have known well, and he left many things out.

As for the affairs of warriors and the arts of bow and horse, Shobutsu was a man of the eastern provinces, and so he asked warriors about them and had them written down.

The voice that Shobutsu was born with is what the biwa priests of today have learned to imitate.

7The Rokuji Raisan

六時禮讃は、法然上人の弟子安樂といひける僧、經文を集めて作りて勤めにしけり。その後太秦の善觀房といふ僧、ふしはかせを定めて聲明になせり。一念の念佛の最初なり。後嵯峨院の御代より始まれり。法事讚も同じく善觀房はじめたるなり。

The Rokuji Raisan was made by a monk called Anraku, a disciple of Honen Shonin, who gathered passages of scripture and made it his daily office.

After that a monk called Zenkanbo of Uzumasa fixed its melody and made it into shomyo (聲明). This is the beginning of the nenbutsu of a single thought (一念). It began in the reign of Retired Emperor Go-Saga.

The Hojisan (法事讚) was likewise begun by Zenkanbo.

8The Shaka Nenbutsu at Senbon

千本の釋迦念佛は、文永のころ、如輪上人これを始められけり。

The Shaka nenbutsu at Senbon was begun by Nyorin Shonin around the Bun'ei years.

9A Good Craftsman Uses a Slightly Dull Blade

よき細工は、少し鈍き刀をつかふといふ。妙觀が刀はいたく立たず。

They say that a good craftsman uses a slightly dull blade. Myokan's blade did not cut very well.

10The Fox of the Gojo Palace

五條の内裏には妖物ありけり。藤大納言殿語られ侍りしは、殿上人ども、黑戸にて棊をうちけるに、御簾をかゝげて見る者あり。「誰そ。」と見向きたれば、狐、人のやうについゐてさしのぞきたるを、「あれ狐よ。」ととよまれて、まどひ逃げにけり。未練の狐化け損じけるにこそ。

There was an uncanny creature in the Gojo Dairi.

The Major Counselor To told this. The courtiers were playing go in the Kurodo when someone lifted the blind and looked in. "Who is there?" they said, and turned to look. A fox was kneeling like a person and peering in. When they shouted, "There, a fox!" it fled in confusion.

It must have been an unskilled fox that failed at its change of shape.

11The Carp of a Hundred Days: Plain Is Better

「『園別當入道は、雙なき庖丁者なり。ある人の許にて、いみじき鯉を出したりければ、みな人、別當入道の庖丁を見ばやと思へども、たやすくうち出でむも如何とためらひけるを、別當入道さる人にて、「この程百日の鯉を切り侍るを、今日缺き侍るべきにあらず、まげて申しうけむ。」とて切られける、いみじくつき〴〵しく興ありて、人ども思へりける。』と、ある人北山太政入道殿に語り申されたりければ、『かやうの事、おのれは世にうるさく覺ゆるなり。切りぬべき人なくば、たべ、切らむといひたらむは、猶よかりなむ。なんでふ百日の鯉を切らむぞ。』と宣ひたりし、をかしくおぼえし。」と人のかたり給ひける、いとをかし。大かたふるまひて興あるよりも、興なくて安らかなるがまさりたることなり。賓客の饗應なども、ついでをかしき樣にとりなしたるも、誠によけれども、唯その事となくてとり出でたる、いとよし。人に物を取らせたるも、ついでなくて、「これを奉らむ。」といひたる、まことの志なり。惜しむよしして乞はれむと思ひ、勝負の負けわざにことつけなどしたる、むつかし。

"'Sono Betto Nyudo is a carver without equal. At a certain man's house a splendid carp was brought out, and everyone wished to see his knife work, but they hesitated, wondering whether it would do to say so outright. Sono Betto Nyudo, being the man he was, said, "For a hundred days now I have been cutting carp, and today is not a day I may let pass. Let me press my request and receive it." And he cut it, and it seemed to all so fitting and so lively.' So a certain man told it to Kitayama Daijo Nyudo.

Then he said, 'Such a thing I find tiresome in this world. If he had said, there is no one to cut it, so give it to me and I will cut it, that would have been better. What is this cutting of a carp of a hundred days?' It struck me as funny." So a certain man told it, and it is very funny.

In general, a thing that is plain and easy is better than a thing made lively by contrivance.

So it is with entertaining guests. To set things out in a pleasing way at the right moment is truly good, but simply to bring a thing out with no occasion at all is very good indeed.

So too in giving something to another. To say, with no occasion for it, "Let me offer you this," is true feeling. To act as if grudging it so as to be asked for it, or to make a pretext of a forfeit for losing a match, is disagreeable.

12A Person Should Be Without Knowledge and Without Skill

すべて人は無智無能なるべきものなり。ある人の子の、見ざまなど惡しからぬが、父の前にて人と物いふとて、史書の文をひきたりし、賢しくは聞えしかども、尊者の前にては、然らずともと覺えしなり。 またある人の許にて、琵琶法師の物語をきかむとて、琵琶を召しよせたるに、柱のひとつ落ちたりしかば、「作りてつけよ。」といふに、ある男の中に、あしからずと見ゆるが、「ふるき柄杓の柄ありや。」などいふを見れば、爪をおふしたり。琵琶など彈くにこそ。めくら法師の琵琶、その沙汰にもおよばぬことなり。道に心えたるよしにやと、かたはらいたかりき。「ひさくの柄は、ひもの木とかやいひて、よからぬものに。」とぞ、或人仰せられし。わかき人は、少しの事もよく見え、わろく見ゆるなり。

In all things a person should be without knowledge and without skill.

A certain man's son, not bad-looking, was talking with someone before his father and quoted a passage from the histories. It sounded clever, but before an elder it seemed a thing he need not have done.

Again, at a certain man's house they sent for a biwa so as to hear a biwa priest's tale, and one of its frets had come off. "Make one and fit it," someone said. Among the men there, one who looked not bad said, "Is there an old ladle handle?" When I looked at him, I saw he had grown out his fingernails. He must play the biwa himself.

For a blind priest's biwa, such a matter is not worth discussing. It was painful to watch, as if he meant to show that he knew the art.

"A ladle handle is made of himo wood, so they say, a poor sort of thing," a certain person said.

A young person is thought well or ill of by the smallest thing.

13How to Be Free of Faults

萬の科あらじと思はば、何事にも誠ありて、人を分かず恭しく、言葉すくなからむには如かじ。男女老少みなさる人こそよけれども、殊に若くかたちよき人の、言うるはしきは、忘れがたく思ひつかるゝものなり。よろづのとがは、馴れたるさまに上手めき、所得たるけしきして、人をないがしろにするにあり。

If you would have no fault in anything, there is nothing like being sincere in all things, being courteous to everyone alike, and speaking little.

Such a person is good, man or woman, old or young. But in one who is young and fair of face, speech that is well-ordered is hard to forget and draws the heart.

All faults lie in putting on a practiced air, playing the master, looking as though one has found one's place, and so making light of others.

14Not Answering a Question Straight

人の物を問ひたるに、知らずしもあらじ。有りのまゝにいはむはをこがましとにや、心まどはすやうに返り事したる、よからぬ事なり。知りたる事も、猶さだかにと思ひてや問ふらむ。又まことに知らぬ人もなどか無からむ。うらゝかに言ひ聞かせたらむは、おとなしく聞えなまし。人はいまだ聞き及ばぬことを、わが知りたる儘に、「さてもその人の事の淺ましき。」などばかり言ひやりたれば、いかなる事のあるにかと推し返し問ひにやるこそ、こゝろづきなけれ。世にふりぬる事をも、おのづから聞きもらす事もあれば、覺束なからぬやうに告げやりたらむ、惡しかるべきことかは。かやうの事は、ものなれぬ人のあることなり。

When someone asks about a thing, it is not that you do not know it. Perhaps you think it foolish to say it as it is, and so you answer in a way that leaves them confused. That is not a good thing.

Even a thing one knows, one may ask about in order to be sure of it. And how should there be no one who truly does not know? To tell it plainly and clearly would sound like a grown person.

A person will take a thing the other has not yet heard and say only, as far as he knows it, "By the way, what happened to that man is shocking." Then the other must send back and ask what it was, and that is disagreeable.

Even a thing that has grown old in the world, one may happen to miss hearing. What harm can there be in telling it so that nothing is left unclear?

This sort of thing is done by people who are unused to the world.

15A House With a Master, and the Mind

主ある家には、すゞろなる人、心の儘に入り來る事なし。主なき所には道行人みだりに立ち入り、狐梟やうの者も、人氣にせかれねば、所得顔に入り住み、木精などいふけしからぬ形もあらはるゝものなり。また鏡には、色形なき故に、よろづの影きたりてうつる。鏡に色形あらましかば、うつらざらまし。虚空よくものを容る。われらが心に、念々のほしきまゝにきたり浮ぶも、心といふものの無きにやあらむ。心にぬしあらましかば、胸のうちに若干のことは入りきたらざらまし。

Into a house that has a master, no stranger comes in as he pleases.

Into a place with no master, passersby step in at will, and foxes and owls, checked by no human presence, come in and live there as if they owned it, and uncanny shapes such as tree spirits appear.

Again, because a mirror has no color and no shape, every image comes and is reflected in it. If a mirror had color and shape, nothing would be reflected.

Empty space holds anything well.

That thoughts come and rise in our minds just as they please — is it because there is no such thing as the mind? If the mind had a master, so many things would not come into the breast.

16The Lion and the Koma-inu of Izumo

丹波に出雲といふ所あり。大社を遷して、めでたく造れり。志太の某とかやしる所なれば、秋の頃、聖海上人、その外も人數多誘ひて、「いざたまへ、出雲拜みに。かいもちひ召させむ。」とて、具しもていきたるに、おの〳〵拜みて、ゆゝしく信起したり。御前なる獅子狛犬、そむきて後ざまに立ちたりければ、上人いみじく感じて、「あなめでたや。この獅子の立ちやういと珍し。深き故あらむ。」と涙ぐみて、「いかに殿ばら、殊勝の事は御覽じとがめずや。無下なり。」といへば、おの〳〵あやしみて、「まことに他に異なりけり、都のつとにかたらむ。」などいふに、上人なほゆかしがりて、おとなしく物知りぬべき顔したる神官をよびて、「この御社の獅子の立てられやう、定めてならひあることにはべらむ。ちと承らばや。」といはれければ、「そのことに候。さがなき童どもの仕りける、奇怪に候ことなり。」とて、さし寄りてすゑ直して往にければ、上人の感涙いたづらになりにけり。

In Tanba there is a place called Izumo. They moved a great shrine there and built it splendidly.

The land is held by one Shida, they say, and so in autumn Shokai Shonin invited a number of other people as well. "Come now, let us go and worship at Izumo. I will have rice cakes served to you," he said, and took them along.

Each of them worshipped and was filled with great faith. The lion and the koma-inu before the shrine stood with their backs turned, facing to the rear, and the Shonin was deeply moved. "How splendid! The way this lion stands is most unusual. There must be a deep reason for it," he said with tears in his eyes. "Well now, gentlemen, do you not notice this remarkable thing? How careless of you."

Each of them wondered at it and said, "Truly it is different from other places. Let us make it a tale to take back to the capital." The Shonin, wanting to know still more, called over a shrine priest who looked grown up and likely to know things, and said, "There must surely be some tradition about the way the lions of this shrine are set. I should like to hear it."

"That," said the priest, "is the work of mischievous children. It is an outrage." He went up, set them straight, and walked off, and the Shonin's tears of wonder came to nothing.

17Setting Things in a Willow Box

やない筥にすうるものは、縦ざま横ざま、物によるべきにや。「卷物などは縦ざまにおきて、木のあはひより、紙捻り〈こより〉を通して結ひつく。硯も縦ざまにおきたる、筆ころばずよし。」と三條右大臣殿おほせられき。勘解由小路の家の能書の人々は、假にも縦ざまにおかるゝことなし、必ず横ざまにすゑられ侍りき。

As for setting things in a willow box, should it be lengthwise or crosswise? Perhaps it depends on the thing.

"Scrolls and the like are set lengthwise, and a paper cord is passed between the slats and tied to them. An inkstone too is best set lengthwise, so that the brush does not roll," said the Minister of the Right of Sanjo.

The fine calligraphers of the Kadenokoji house never set anything lengthwise, not even for a moment. They always set things crosswise.

18Seven Things I Praise Myself For

御隨身近友が自讚とて、七箇條かきとゞめたる事あり。みな馬藝させることなき事どもなり。その例をおもひて、自讚のこと七つあり。 一、人あまた連れて花見ありきしに、最勝光院の邊にて、男の馬を走らしむるを見て、「今一度馬を馳するものならば、馬倒れて落つべし、しばし見給へ。」とて立ちどまりたるに、また馬を馳す。とゞむる所にて、馬を引きたふして、乘れる人泥土の中にころび入る。その詞のあやまらざることを、人みな感ず。 一、當代いまだ坊におはしまししころ、萬里小路殿御所なりしに、堀河大納言殿伺候し給ひし御曹司へ、用ありて參りたりしに、論語の四五六の卷をくりひろげ給ひて、「たゞ今御所にて、紫の朱うばふ事を惡むといふ文を、御覽ぜられたき事ありて、御本を御覽ずれども、御覽じ出されぬなり。なほよくひき見よと仰せ事にて、求むるなり。」と仰せらるゝに、「九の卷のそこ〳〵の程に侍る。」と申したりしかば、「あなうれし。」とて、もてまゐらせ給ひき。かほどの事は、兒どもも常のことなれど、昔の人は、いさゝかの事をもいみじく自讚したるなり。後鳥羽院の御歌に、「袖と袂と一首の中にあしかりなむや。」と、定家卿に尋ね仰せられたるに、 秋の野の草のたもとか花すゝきほに出でて招く袖と見ゆらむ と侍れば、何事かさふらふべきと申されたることも、「時にあたりて本歌を覺悟す、道の冥加なり、高運なり。」など、こと〴〵しく記しおかれ侍るなり。九條相國伊通公の款状にも、ことなる事なき題目をも書きのせて、自讚せられたり。 一、常在光院の撞鐘の銘は、在兼卿の草なり。行房朝臣清書して、鑄型にうつさせむとせしに、奉行の入道かの草をとり出でて見せ侍りしに、「花の外に夕をおくれば聲百里に聞ゆ。」といふ句あり。「陽唐の韻と見ゆるに、百里あやまりか。」と申したりしを、「よくぞ見せ奉りける。おのれが高名なり。」とて、筆者の許へいひやりたるに、「あやまり侍りけり。數行となほさるべし。」と返り事はべりき。「數行。」もいかなるべきにか、もし「數歩」の意か、おぼつかなし。 一、人あまた伴ひて、三塔巡禮の事侍りしに、横川の常行堂の中、龍華院と書けるふるき額あり。「佐理・行成の間うたがひありて、いまだ決せずと申し傳へたり。」と堂僧ことごとしく申し侍りしを、「行成ならば裏書あるべし。佐理ならば裏書あるべからず。」といひたりしに、裏は塵つもり、蟲の巣にていぶせげなるを、よく掃き拭ひて、おの〳〵見侍りしに、行成位署名字年號さだかに見え侍りしかば、人みな興に入る。 一、那蘭陀寺にて、道眼ひじり談義せしに、八災といふ事を忘れて、「誰かおぼえ給ふ。」といひしを、所化みな覺えざりしに、局のうちより、「これ〳〵にや。」といひ出したれば、いみじく感じ侍りき。 一、賢助僧正に伴ひて、加持香水を見はべりしに、いまだ果てぬほどに、僧正かへりて侍りしに、陣の外まで僧都見えず。法師どもをかへして求めさするに、「おなじさまなる大衆多くて、えもとめあはず。」といひて、いと久しくて出でたりしを、「あなわびし。それもとめておはせよ。」といはれしに、かへり入りて、やがて具していでぬ。 一、二月十五日、月あかき夜、うち更けて千本の寺にまうでて、後より入りて、一人顔深くかくして聽聞し侍りしに、優なる女の、すがた匂ひ人よりことなるが、わけ入りて膝にゐかかれば、にほひなどもうつるばかりなれば、敏あしと思ひてすり退きたるに、なほ居寄りて、おなじさまなれば立ちぬ。その後、ある御所ざまのふるき女房の、そゞろごと言はれし序に、「無下に色なき人におはしけりと、見おとし奉ることなむありし。情なしと恨み奉る人なむある。」と宣ひ出したるに、「更にこそ心得はべらね。」と申して止みぬ。この事後に聞き侍りしは、かの聽聞の夜、御局のうちより、人の御覽じ知りて、さぶらふ女房をつくり立てて、出し給ひて、「便よくばことばなどかけむものぞ。そのありさま參りて申せ、興あらむ。」とてはかり給ひけるとぞ。

The imperial escort Chikatomo left in writing seven items that he called his self-praise. They are all trifling matters of horsemanship. Thinking of his example, I too have seven things to praise myself for.

One. While out with a number of people to see the blossoms, near Saishokoin I saw a man making his horse gallop. "If he gallops that horse once more, the horse will fall and he will be thrown. Watch a moment," I said, and stopped where I was. He galloped the horse again. At the place where he tried to pull up, he dragged the horse over, and the rider rolled into the mud. Everyone marveled that my words had not been wrong.

One. When the present Emperor was still Crown Prince, and Madenokoji was his residence, I went on an errand to the chamber where the Major Counselor of Horikawa was in attendance. He had the fourth, fifth, and sixth scrolls of the Analects spread open. "Just now at the palace there was a wish to see the passage that says he hates the way purple takes away the place of vermilion. His own copy was looked through, but it could not be found. The order was to search more carefully, and so I am looking," he said. "It is in the ninth scroll, at about such and such a place," I told him. "Ah, how welcome," he said, and carried it in.

A thing like this is common even among children, but people of old praised themselves greatly even for small matters. Retired Emperor Go-Toba once asked Lord Teika, "Would it be bad to use sode (袖) and tamoto (袂) within a single poem?"

Are they the tamoto (袂) of the grasses of the autumn field? The plume grass puts out its ears and beckons, and looks like sode (袖).

Since there is this poem, he replied, what objection could there be? And even that was set down grandly: "To recall the honka (本歌) at the very moment is the protection of the Way (道), it is high fortune."

In the kanjo (款状) of Lord Koremichi, the Chancellor of Kujo, too, titles of no particular note were set down and praised.

One. The inscription for the bell of Jozaikoin was drafted by Lord Arikane. Yukifusa Ason made the fair copy, and when they were about to transfer it to the mold, the lay official in charge took out the draft and showed it to me. There was a line: "When evening is sent beyond the blossoms, the sound is heard for a hundred li." "The rhyme appears to be of the Yoto (陽唐) class. Is 'a hundred li' not a mistake?" I said. "How well I did to show it to you. This is to my credit," he said, and sent word to the writer. The answer came back: "It was a mistake. Please correct it to 'several rows' (數行)."

As for 'several rows' (數行), what should it be? Perhaps it means 'several paces' (數步). It is uncertain.

One. I once went with a number of people on a pilgrimage to the three pagodas. In the Jogyodo at Yokawa there was an old tablet inscribed Ryugein (龍華院). "It is handed down that there is doubt whether it is by Sari or by Yukinari, and that it has not yet been settled," the temple monk said grandly. "If it is Yukinari, there will be writing on the back. If it is Sari, there will be none," I said.

The back was thick with dust and full of insect nests and looked unpleasant, but it was well swept and wiped, and when we all looked, Yukinari's office, signature, and the year were clearly to be seen. Everyone was delighted.

One. At Narandaji, when the holy man Dogen was expounding, he forgot the thing called the eight calamities (八災) and said, "Does anyone remember?" None of the students remembered, and from inside a room I said, "Is it not such and such?" He was greatly impressed.

One. I was attending Kenjo Sojo at the kaji kozui (加持香水) rite. Before it was over the Sojo went home, and the Sozu was nowhere to be seen even beyond the guard post (陣). Priests were sent back to look for him, and they said, "There are so many of the assembly all dressed alike that we cannot find him," and came out again only after a long while. "How wretched. You go and find him," he said to me. I went back in and came out at once with him.

One. On the night of the fifteenth of the second month, when the moon was bright and the hour had grown late, I went to the temple at Senbon, entered from the rear, and listened to the sermon alone with my face well covered. A graceful woman, whose figure and scent were beyond the others, pushed her way in and leaned against my knee, so near that her scent would rub off on me. Thinking this would look bad, I edged away. She moved closer again and did the same, so I got up and left.

Afterward, when an old lady-in-waiting of a certain palace was saying idle things, she brought this out: "There was a time when I looked down on you as a man with no feeling at all. There is someone who resents you as heartless." "I do not understand you in the least," I said, and it ended there.

This is what I heard later. On that night of the sermon, from inside one of the rooms, a certain person recognized me, dressed up a lady-in-waiting in attendance, and sent her out, saying, "If the chance is good, speak to him. Come and tell me how he behaves — it will be amusing." So it was contrived.

19The Fifteenth of the Eighth Month and the Thirteenth of the Ninth

八月十五日、九月十三日は婁宿なり。この宿、清明なる故に、月をもてあそぶに良夜とす。

The fifteenth of the eighth month and the thirteenth of the ninth fall in Roshuku (婁宿). Because this lunar mansion is clear and bright, they are held to be good nights for enjoying the moon.

20A Match Too Easily Arranged

しのぶの浦の蜑のみるめも所狹く、くらぶの山も守る人しげからむに、わりなく通はむ心の色こそ、淺からずあはれと思ふふし〴〵の、忘れがたき事も多からめ。親はらからゆるして、ひたぶるに迎へすゑたらむ、いとまばゆかりぬべし。世にありわぶる女の、似げなき老法師、怪しの東人なりとも、賑ははしきにつきて、「さそふ水あらば。」などいふを、なか人いづかたも心にくきさまにいひなして、知られずしらぬ人を迎へもて來らむあいなさよ。何事をかうち出づる言の葉にせむ。年月のつらさをも、分けこしは山のなどもあひかたらはむこそ、つきせぬ言の葉にてもあらめ。すべてよその人のとりまかなひたらむ、うたて心づきなき事多かるべし。よき女ならむにつけても、品くだり、みにくく、年も長けなむ男は、「かく怪しき身のために、あたら身をいたづらになさむやは。」と、人も心劣りせられ、わが身はむかひ居たらむも、影はづかしくおぼえなむ、いとこそあいなからめ。梅の花かうばしき夜の朧月にたゝずみ、御垣が原の露分け出でむありあけの空も、わが身ざまに忍ばるべくもなからむ人は、たゞ色好まざらむにはしかじ。

The fisherwoman of Shinobu Bay can hardly gather her seaweed unseen, and Mount Kurabu has many who keep watch. All the more, then, the color of a heart that goes back and forth in spite of everything is not shallow, and there will be many moments felt as dear and hard to forget.

To have parents and brothers give their consent and have her brought straight in and settled would be very awkward.

A woman who finds life hard may be drawn by wealth to an ill-matched old priest or some rough man of the east and say, "If there were water to invite me." The go-between makes each side sound attractive and brings in someone she neither knows nor is known by. What a tasteless thing.

What words could they bring out first? Only if they can speak together of the hard years, and of the mountains one of them crossed to come, will there be words without end.

In general, when another person has arranged everything, there will be much that is unpleasant and not to one's liking.

Even with a fine woman, a man of low rank, ugly and well on in years, will make others think less of her, saying, "Will she throw away a body worth something for the sake of one so poor?" And sitting face to face with her he will feel ashamed even of his own shadow. It would be very tasteless.

A man who cannot linger under a hazy moon on a night fragrant with plum blossoms, or long, in his own condition, for the dawn sky as he pushes out through the dew of Mikakigahara, had best not care for love at all.

21The Full Moon Soon Wanes

望月の圓なる事は、暫くも住せず、やがて虧けぬ。心とゞめぬ人は、一夜の中に、さまで變る樣も見えぬにやあらむ。病のおもるも、住する隙なくして、死期すでに近し。されども、いまだ病急ならず、死に赴かざる程は、常住平生の念にならひて、生の中に多くの事を成じて後、しづかに道を修せむと思ふ程に、病をうけて死門に臨む時、所願一事も成ぜず、いふかひなくて、年月の懈怠を悔いて、この度もしたち直りて、命を全くせば、夜を日につぎて、この事かの事怠らず成じてむと、願ひをおこすらめど、やがて、重りぬれば、われにもあらずとり亂して果てぬ。この類のみこそあらめ。この事まづ人々急ぎ心におくべし。所願を成じてのち、いとまありて道にむかはむとせば、所願盡くべからず。如幻の生の中に、何事をかなさむ。すべて所願皆妄想なり。所願心にきたらば、妄心迷亂すと知りて、一事をもなすべからず。直ちに萬事を放下して道に向ふとき、さはりなく、所作なくて、心身ながくしづかなり。

The roundness of the full moon does not stay even a moment. It wanes at once. One who pays no heed may not see it change so much in the course of a single night.

So too a sickness grows heavy without pausing, and the hour of death is already near.

Yet while the sickness is not yet urgent and one is not yet going toward death, one is used to thinking that things will always be so, and means to accomplish many things in this life and then quietly practice the Way. Then, taken by sickness and standing at the gate of death, one has accomplished not one of one's wishes. With nothing to say for it, one regrets the years of sloth and vows that if this time one recovers and keeps one's life whole, one will join night to day and accomplish this and that without slackening. But soon the sickness grows heavy, and one loses one's senses and ends in confusion.

There are only people of this sort. This is the thing people should first put in their hearts without delay.

If you mean to turn to the Way when your wishes are accomplished and you have leisure, your wishes will never be at an end. In a life like an illusion, what is there to accomplish?

All wishes are delusion. When a wish comes into your mind, know that a deluded heart is leading you astray, and do not carry out even one of them.

When you let go of all things at once and turn to the Way, there is no hindrance and nothing to do, and body and mind are quiet forever.

22Driven by Pain and Pleasure

とこしなへに、違順につかはるゝ事は、偏に苦樂の爲なり。樂といふは好み愛する事なり。これを求むる事止む時無し。樂欲するところ、一には名なり。名に二種あり。行跡と才藝とのほまれなり。二には色欲、三には味ひなり。萬の願ひ、この三には如かず。これ顛倒の相より起りて、若干の煩ひあり。求めざらむには如かじ。

That we are forever driven by what agrees with us and what goes against us is wholly for the sake of pain and pleasure.

Pleasure means what we like and love. There is no time when the seeking of it stops.

What we desire is, first, a name. There are two kinds of name: the renown of conduct and the renown of talent. Second is the desire of the flesh. Third is taste.

No other wish comes up to these three. They arise from a view turned upside down, and they bring troubles beyond counting. Better not to seek them at all.

23What I Asked My Father at Eight

八つになりし年、父に問ひていはく、「佛はいかなるものにか候らむ。」といふ。父がいはく、「佛には人のなりたるなり。」と。また問ふ、「人は何として佛にはなり候やらむ。」と、父また、「佛のをしへによりてなるなり。」とこたふ。また問ふ、「教へ候ひける佛をば、何がをしへ候ひける。」と。また答ふ、「それもまた、さきの佛のをしへによりてなり給ふなり。」と。又問ふ、「その教へはじめ候ひける第一の佛は、いかなる佛にか候ひける。」といふとき、父、「空よりや降りけむ、土よりやわきけむ。」といひて笑ふ。「問ひつめられてえ答へずなり侍りつ。」と諸人にかたりて興じき。

In the year I turned eight, I asked my father, "What sort of thing is a buddha?"

My father said, "A buddha is what a person has become."

I asked again, "How does a person become a buddha?" My father answered, "One becomes a buddha by the teaching of a buddha."

I asked again, "And the buddha who taught — what taught him?" He answered again, "He too became a buddha by the teaching of a buddha before him."

I asked again, "What sort of buddha was the very first buddha, the one who began the teaching?" At that my father said, "Did he come down from the sky, or spring up out of the earth?" and laughed.

"I was pressed with questions and could not answer," he said, telling it to people and enjoying it.