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Dongguk Isangguk Jip (Collected Works of Minister Yi of the Eastern Country) 東國李相國集 · Yi Gyubo · Compiled 1241 (Goryeo, 28th year of King Gojong); revised and enlarged 1251 · 1 passages · 298 Chinese characters · reading time 3.4 min

Dongguk Isangguk Jip (Collected Works of Minister Yi of the Eastern Country) Former Collection, Book 29 The collected writings of Yi Gyubo of Goryeo, gathered and cut in woodblock by his son Yi Ham in 1241 and revised and enlarged by his grandson Yi Ikbae in 1251. It holds poems and rhapsodies, memorials and reports sent up to the king, records written for temples and pagodas, stele and tomb inscriptions, letters and prefaces, and the state letters that passed to and from the Mongols during the invasions. The Lay of King Dongmyeong, which sings the founder of Goguryeo, stands in volume 3 of the first collection, and the daily life of a man who called himself the White Cloud Layman — with his wine, his zither and his verse — fills the later collection. The book closes with the last poem he wrote as his eyes failed and he laid down the brush, and with the dirge and tomb inscription others made for him after his death.

臣某言。云云。天地之恩。一於終始。父母之命。惟所東西。祗服寵光。伏增欣悚。伏念臣受資淺鯫。臨事迂疏。少而藉山苗之有庥。早承門蔭。壯乃患海棗之無實。始涉儒書。然未能游刃有餘。但不至面墻而立。夤緣戚屬。揚歷榮班。以俗學無用之軀。挾衆人易疑之勢。每蒙除拜。輒越階資。所難杜者群言。決不謂之公選。顧糜俸祿。三歲至千。自計功能。萬分無一。此猶滿溢。常恐顚隮。敢圖鳳綍之優辭。又擢鴻樞之密地。申兼銓部。俾品人才。無德以堪。人雖指之不可。違命則忤。臣亦難於固辭。沐膏雨之霑滋。凜薄氷而兢戰。感深涕下。恩重身輕。此蓋伏遇皇上陛下摠攬群材。裁成大化。體漢帝之爲政。雖周何加。法燕王之禮。賢自隗而始。故容拙薄。兼示甄收。臣敢不拂暗思明。竭愚生智。苟耳目之所及。當夙夜而克勤。負軛服轅。盡微力而後已。糜身粉骨。豈洪造之足酬。臣無任云云。

I, your servant so-and-so, report. And so forth. A kindness like heaven and earth is one and the same from beginning to end, and a parent's command is only to go east if told east and west if told west. Reverently bearing up the radiance of your favour, prostrate I grow the more glad and the more afraid.

Prostrate, I consider that your servant is shallow and narrow in his native stuff, and in facing affairs is impractical and coarse. In my youth I was like a shoot on the hill that receives the shade, and early succeeded to my house's hidden merit; in my prime I feared I should be as a jujube by the sea that bears no fruit, and so began to range over the writings of the scholars. Yet I never came to ply the blade with room to spare; I only never reached the point of standing face to face with a wall.

Leaning upon affinity I passed through one glorious seat after another. With the useless person of a vulgar learning I bear a situation in which the multitude will readily doubt me, and each time I received office I skipped the grades. What is hard to stop is the words of the multitude: they will by no means call it a public choice. Looking back, what I have consumed in salary comes to a thousand bushels in three years, while if I reckon my merit and ability for myself there is not one part in ten thousand. By this alone it is already full and overflowing, and I am always in fear of being overturned.

How then should I have dared to think that, by the ample words of a phoenix-figured rescript, you would also choose me for the secret seat of the Privy Council? Again you have had me hold jointly the bureau charged with selecting officials, and grade the quality of men. Having no virtue to bear it, though men point at me and say it is not right, yet to disobey the command would be to defy you, and your servant too can hardly decline it firmly. While I receive, as in a bath, the soaking of your rich rain, I shiver and tremble as though treading thin ice. My gratitude is deep and my tears fall; the kindness is heavy and the person light.

This is, in sum, because Your Imperial Majesty gathers in timber of every kind and cuts out and completes the great teaching; because, taking as your model the government of the sovereign of Han, what could even Zhou add to it; and because, following the manner in which the king of Yan honoured worthy men, you have begun with Gwak Oe (郭隗). Therefore you have taken in one clumsy and thin, and shown that you gather men selectively yet with all alike.

How should your servant dare not shake off his darkness and think toward the light, and exhaust his folly and bring forth wisdom? Truly, so far as ear and eye can reach, I shall strive diligently from early dawn until night, and bear the yoke and shoulder the shaft, and not stop until I have spent my small strength. Though my body were crushed and my bones ground to powder, how should it be enough to repay your great kindness? Your servant cannot contain, and so forth.

Interlinear notes 1

中謝

Here the words of thanks (中謝) are inserted.